I guess you could say I'm getting uneasy about school. I am afraid of dropping back into non-motivational behavior and such. I wish doing well in school was second nature for me. Also all the people I know are all here again. ALL the people. Including the ones I have had tension with. I am also tampering with private information if you know what I mean. I mean I have to keep a secret that is particularly hard to keep right now. I know it's partially a test to see if I can keep it or not because God knows I have problems with that. But I know revealing this secret will hurt A LOT of people. So I sit here on this challenge.
I hope that I can get into the habit of doing homework instead of wasting time when I'm free. That way I will feel more accomplished at the end of each day. Balancing this RA job with freshmen is going to be more challenging than I thought. Also, if I do end up in show choir again, that will be a time committment as well. Luckily my schedule is working out well. There is only one class I need to force add and if it doesn't work out I have a feasible back up. The pressure is also on because I know I am capable academically of reaching that 2.3 but that will only happen if I get no Cs. So we will see. I work well with pressure...usually.
Well, luckily Max just called and wants to hang out, so I can stop being contemplative now and go out and enjoy life!
:P
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